I just wish I could start again. I've been trying paleo for months and months. it was great at the start, until I developed BED because I was so sick of myself after gaining weight on holiday. My mum always takes marginal weight gains as an excuse to feed me less: henceforth, I sneak chocolate and nuts, put more weight on...the cycle continues. I'm sick of it - but how can I say I need more meat and fat? My mum is slim and I am not. Granted, she is skinny-fat, but she barely eats anything. I can't be like her. She just doesn't get it.