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    OMG, just had to say I have been cleaning the house this morning and have had the radio blearing. I have been singing and dancing, I am now crying (happy tears) because I know I am back after 3 horrible years of depression. I could be dead, but I made it I am here and I am staying around for a very long time.
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    Good morning Day 9,

    I had a lovely hike yesterday the weather was perfect and the dogs loved the mud.

    I had some pineapple yesterday and was worried about it as I could not see it on the shopping list, so I put a post out there. I got some good helpful responses, but there is always one that will bitch you and it really hurts. I was on a forum many years ago for about 2 years, I spent so much time helping other and it was great because I made some very special friends there. Some of us even met up, we got to see we were real people. We chatted for hours on the phone and were there for each other. Three Ladies are coming to see me next year from the USA, we have all be web friends for 7 years. I can't do that again here and it makes me sad, I have read so many posts but I don't want to get involved. Its a shame, I feel here new people are not welcomed very well by some. When someone takes the courage to tell their story and make a big change in their life you need to be positive for them. I know its frustrating because so many come and go, but I bet half leave because no one answered them or they got a uncaring response. If you don't like a question don't answer it, because you could be really damaging that person.

    Oh I have stopped dairy for the next 10 days, which seems a shame as I don't eat red meat and I get protein from cheese. But it will be interesting to see what happens. No bike riding yet as weather was not nice Sunday and I would rather hike with my dogs, biking will be when I have some spare time.

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    I know you took his joke the wrong way, but RichMahogany is actually one of the good guys. Honest. If you want to avoid nastiness and keep to safe rainbows-and-sunshine threads don't visit anything with Peat, Iodine or Potato in the subject line.
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    Ok thanks I will keep that in mind
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    Just in from work and must go to bed, long day tomorrow with kids and dogs.

    Had a very good day, just miss my cheese today If I can get by without junk carbs for 9 days I must be able to live without cheese for 10 days Have lots of energy and nothing seems an effort any more, like getting up and doing things. I eat when hungry, take my supplements, try to drink as much fluid as possible and just live.
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    Last night was weird, I went to bed at midnight and woke at 1am. I felt really strange I had to get up and walk outside in the garden, I was buzzing like I was on speed or 10 double expresso. I did not know what to do with myself and ate a few almonds, I went back to bed around 2am and fell asleep. It was a really horrible feeling, I would not have minded if I was not going to work the next morning at 6am
    Today I am still wide eyed and have so much energy, this time last week I had my bad craving.
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    So the end of my 10th day and I am very tired, not really eaten much today as never hungry. Tomorrow I will eat well, I think my body is just sorting its self out. I mean I did abuse it for 3 years and lets not talk about the hormones I was pumping into it for more than 10 years. I guess it can take all the time it needs to get back in shape, as the mind heals the soul will follow.
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    Gosh this morning was hard to wake up, I slept well and long. But when I tried to get up my eyes would not open, I felt like I was so asleep Not felt like that in a long time, but it was a good feeling. I felt like a kid again that did not want to wake up and go to school.

    No hiking today which is a shame as it is a lovely day, but to much shooting going on with the hunters. So I will go tomorrow when they are not aloud to hunt, I like peace when hiking and not gun shots every 5 mins. Did not get on my bike yet as we had rain on Sunday, hopefully this weekend I will go for a nice ride. I want to do one thing at a time at the moment and not push myself into doing everything all at once. Food change for the first month is the most important thing, then I will concentrate on my fiscal routine. Just got a call and need to go into work now, home late tonight so must go and prepare food to take with me.
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    Day 12 and must say feeling very positive, got out of bed no problem. I slept 5h straight and then got another 2h. This morning I was hungry which is good as I will be going for a big hike today and I want to have lots of energy. Not really missing my dairy, but feel limited when eating and it will get boring soon I think as I don't eat red meat or very much fish. I am enjoying everything I eat and very often not hungry, Italians are like robots when they eat I hate it. If you don't sit down at the table midday for lunch then you must be sick or mad in the head, oh well sounds like me so I don't care what they think
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    Can not sleep woke at 1am, now 3:30am.

    Had a great hike today/yesterday, hiked for 3h. There is a big storm out and they say it will be like this all weekend, so looks like no cycling again.
    Plus Sunday morning there was a walk to raise money for the local dogs home, looks like they will cancel. I don't mind walking in the rain, but not everyone does.

    Ok back to bed to get some sleep I hope.....
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