Wednesday, 26th June 2013
I think since it's past midnight, i can still say i got ten days done in the willpower challenge! And i'll probably get it back up the day after i land in Dubai.
Soooo i woke up and saw some left over pocky that i'd been absolutely craving for days. And i thought 'oh what the heck, it's wednesday, you're travelling today anyway.'
And i kept thinking and thinking and honestly i'm not gonna spend the rest of my life as 100% primal. Im satisfied if most of my food choices are clean.
And this is basically the breakdown of what i had:
Shit tonne of pocky
A bit of a leftover frozen waffle
Some jalapeno chips
Calories : ~1250
Wow that's what i eat in a whole day on most days, lol. A little bit of panic kicking in now!
I dont think i would call this a binge, because i wasn't in that 'out of control eat at the speed of light' type state of mind. I ate it slowly and i reallyyy enjoyed it.
Of course my obsessive tendencies meant i had to calculate the weeks calories and see if i'd done major damage (i dont feel bad about it, but i dont want to gain weight either!). And i still end up having like 3600 - 5000 calories left for the next two days of travel (depending on how i calculate it). I just need to focus on not panicking over whether or not i calculated it right, lol. And although my weigh-ins are usually friday, im skipping this weeks, just because i know it'll be high, and i dont want to ruin my holiday.
I feel a bit guilty posting about happily eating sugar and processed stuff on a primal forum, lol. But this is my journey, and that's how it went.