Naiadknight's chronicles page 201

[naiadknight]

My past is coming back for a visit. I need to deal with this, so I can get beyond and the survival mechanism traps I have set for myself.

[NoSaladWithoutMeat]

Haha, you're such an engineer. Ready to engineer simply food ingredients even :P

Your last post was sufficiently cryptic Y_Y

[naiadknight]

When I undergo large amounts of stress or drama, certain parts of my past that I haven't dealt with (because they are still too raw for me to get far enough away from them to be able TO deal with them) come roaring back. I need to deal with these because I don't know that they will ever be unraw enough for me to be able to treat them like I've done my other issues from the past. Emotional and psychological trauma are a lot harder to work through than Al-Anon type issues.

[naiadknight]

Breakfast: Apple/ strawberry hash (1 apple, 4 strawberries, 1egg, cinnamon, nutmeg) 2 fried eggs in bacon grease and butter,, and 3 slices bacon.

[Twibble]

Yum.

By the way, I'm home alone tonight and Wednesday if you want to escape and come hang out while I'm unpacking.

[naiadknight]

I managed to avoid the lasagna and other things at the in-laws only to come home and see that IT Guy had brought my favorite Girl Scout cookies over to share after I crashed last night. I ate sausage. Those damn cookies were still staring at me. I ate some applesauce. They were staring at me. I hid them and told Geek to make them go away. What's he do? Torture me by eating some of them then and there (it wasn't intentional torture, I'm sure.) I broke. 3 GS cookies later.....
Anyways, back on track today.
I have discovered that I have certain physical issues w/ teh s3x that PB doesn't seem to resolve. I don't seem to recall having this issue with a previous partner, but said partner was pre- Hashimoto's. I also wonder if it may be stress related. Time to do some research.

[naiadknight]

Twibble, we'll see. I was intending to take up yoga at OC and make it a bit more of a habit. That and the supposed severe weather shift... we'll see.

[Twibble]

Three days below freezing...that's not supposed to happen, this is TEXAS!

Oh, and I forgot my apartment is being invaded on Wednesday.

[naiadknight]

With negative wind chills, consecutive day of winter crappy weather. I want to either get snowed in completely or have a completely clear road. I don't trust WTX freaks on 385 or Grandview.
Invaded? SCA?

[Twibble]

Yep. Apparently it's my turn to host A&S (seeing as how I'm technically in charge of it and all). I have to get the boxes out of the living room before then. Eep.