Gosh, that was hard to read! That was me, for 25 years, except for the ending. I try not to think of all those years as wasted. I don't know if it makes it easier or harder that something just clicked in my head a year ago and now I have something like the body I longed for all those years. I avoided so many photographs because I hated seeing my giant self. I worry that I already planted the poisonous seeds in my daughter's mind a long time ago. Ugh.
CW-125, part calorie counting, part transition to primal
GW- Goals are no longer weight-related