there are a lot of posts form girls saying that how he is talking is not sexy, as if being sexy for you was his intent in starting this thread. He is saying that he feels as if there is no point to his sexiness, and questioning the wisdom of "survival of the fittest," as his environment is filled with happy dullards and floppy sloppy losers who are yet winning.
"Ah, those endless forests, and their horror-haunted gloom! For what eternities have I wandered through them, a timid, hunted creature, starting at the least sound, frightened of my own shadow, keyed-up, ever alert and vigilant, ready on the instant to dash away in mad flight for my life. For I was the prey of all manner of fierce life that dwelt in the forest, and it was in ecstasies of fear that I fled before the hunting monsters."
Jack london, "Before Adam"