I was always so hungry. I could not manage my appetite. I kinda wrecked myself hiking 3000 miles in 2 years and doing it on cookies, pasta and candy. I couldn't stop gaining, I couldn't exercise without triggering ravenous hunger, I couldn't diet otherwise I'd be so hungry I'd want to kill myself. I just wanted control over my appetite. I lost some weight but I'm not thin. I'm working on strength these days so I can work with the body I have rather than continue to try for a body I will never have.
Female, 5'3", 50, Max squat: 202.5lbs. Max deadlift: 225 x 3.