Well that is my conscious and ego and cerebral response, sure. And yet the voices below the neck are not in agreement.
Does this get easier? How do you guys handle this with the wife? Do you tell her about it? Mine would probably break furniture and assault me.
"Ah, those endless forests, and their horror-haunted gloom! For what eternities have I wandered through them, a timid, hunted creature, starting at the least sound, frightened of my own shadow, keyed-up, ever alert and vigilant, ready on the instant to dash away in mad flight for my life. For I was the prey of all manner of fierce life that dwelt in the forest, and it was in ecstasies of fear that I fled before the hunting monsters."
Jack london, "Before Adam"