One of my favorite things about MDA is that it reassures me I am not a conspiracy theorist but an actual conspiracy factist (i am a speech-language pathologist, I get to make up new words) I think Bear that I was heading this way before I started eating primal but it has certainly reinforced the realization that our society as a whole is killing us and we are willing partakers. I have done the panic attack thing but have reached a point of working towards my own solution, which is becoming self-sufficient. It will take a while but it is all I can do. That and live my life as primal as possible. "Be the change you wish to see in the world". It is the best advice I know.
You know all those things you wanted to do: You should go do them.
SW 215 lbs
CW 180 lbs (whole foods/primal eating)
LW 172 lbs
GW 125ish lbs