I haven't read through all of this thread, so I don't know if this has been said, but...
The only cure for alcoholism is yourself. Developing skills of self-control, discipline, etc. It's very challenging but it must come from within you... don't rely on your nutritional intake to do it for you. I suggest meditation. Writing. Self-reflection. Relaxing and thinking about your life, who you are, where you want to go, what you want to do. Inspire yourself. Dedicate yourself.
It's about dedication. Be strong and you can do it all by yourself.
this great blue world of ours seems a house of leaves, moments before the wind