Gravyboat, I know you didn't ask for advice, but..
Regarding your hormones, find a doctor to fix you. Holistic or CW way, up to you
I bet it can't be easy living with all those syndromes
Regarding your looks, I find it hard to believe you simpyl don't care.
You wrote that you did try to shave it off with bad results
Everybody wants to look good, to get compliments... Not caring is a defense mechanism you developed to deal with the loosk
It does not have to be that way
Get a laser treatment
Everything is bad for something - How do you feel today?