Sarahrob2248. The most important thing with this lifestlye is to first get past the mental notion of we have to be a certain weight. As long as you feel good and have more energy than it doesn't really matter. My main goal is to just be as healthy as possible.
Challenge your boyfriend to a 1 month contest to see who looks and feels better. Adds a little competition to this as well as gives you a break from his nagging.
Today is a new day. You will get out of it just what you put into it. If you have made mistakes, there is always another chance for you. And supposing you have tried and failed again and again, you may have a fresh start any moment you choose, for this thing we call 'Failure' is not the falling down, but the staying down.