Obviously it is all politics, and you should reconsider your childish fantasies about some kind of order of healing artists and withdraw from such cruel, ignorant madness before incurring more debt. You will not help anyone on that path except pharmaceutical reps and lobbyists.
"Ah, those endless forests, and their horror-haunted gloom! For what eternities have I wandered through them, a timid, hunted creature, starting at the least sound, frightened of my own shadow, keyed-up, ever alert and vigilant, ready on the instant to dash away in mad flight for my life. For I was the prey of all manner of fierce life that dwelt in the forest, and it was in ecstasies of fear that I fled before the hunting monsters."
Jack london, "Before Adam"