I had fantastic days on Mond and Tuesday, barely managing 1400 cals a day. Then I baked for the bake sale yesterday. So, amazingly, did not want to eat till about noon after an oil shot at 10 am. Then did a shake and unfortunately one of my meringues. Shouldn't have. I think even with Shangri-la direct hot of sugar is not a good proposition for me. I 'tested' a few bites of dough and add-ins (yeah, because, you know, Hershy Kisses and white chocolate chips taste completely differently in a different seasons, right, duh) AND had a supper (meatloaf, finally!) AND got up hungry this morning and had to eat breakky at 8 am.
On the funny side, my dear daughter told me after I set her up for push-ups in the gym on Tuesday night (setting her back, she still can't do one even off a high bench): "Me and my friend (another girl) now have a Grow Muscle Club! We do Monkey Bars to grow muscle during recess!" I love living in our times, lol! Though I am paranoid about a teacher taking me aside one day....
And, here is a story about perception. I am doing my workout on Wednesday modified for hypertrophy because my back still has the problem. I am all annoyed that I can't give another shot to 95 lbs bench (and lost reps on the 4th set from 8 to 4, big failure), and the guy over on the next bench gives me what I think are dirty looks. The older guys do sometimes... Well, I head for the locker room, and the guy walks too, and asks me: What job do you do? (in a friendly way). Years taught me not to say hydrogeologist, 'cause people get that glassy-eyed look normally, so I automatically go: Groundwater... He is: "No, you are not a fitness instructor? 'Cause you workout like a fitness instructor." Go figure. I am thinking along the lines 'pathetic middle-aged woman' and dislike my workout...



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so starting today I will take less of the MCT and see what happens. Still at an overall loss but bouncing now and that is nothing new *shrug*.. Not giving up.


