Yesterday I had half a medium Bizzard. That's enough sugar for me for a good long while.
My middle sister is worrying me. I believe she may have gotten involved with some cult or fanatic outreach church while in prison. She's eating prison food and probably gets very little exercise. Her entire letter to me had a very cultlike sound. She's dropped her ADHD meds (whether or not that means she can control herself, I do not know), and refuses to get treatment for a possible thyroid condition or hypoglycemia. She's "turning everything over to Jesus." I can understand faith and such, but as impressionable as she is, this scares me. I honestly wonder if she's managed to land herself in a cult or cult like church and doesn't see it. She's very much like the frog and the pot: if the water's cool enough when she gets in, she'll happily boil alive and not notice it. That's how she ended up in jail, that's how she got kicked out of her middle school. She's talking about how she's learned responsibility for her own actions and wants to go back to college. I want her to do that, but I don't trust this cultlike fanaticism she has. I think this will boil down to watching and waiting. This is the kid I failed as a "parent" (I'd say an age gap of only 2.5 years had more to do with that than anything.) I want her happy, but her letter scares me. She's due up for parole, and could get out either in May or a year from now.