I am writing this from the skies (plane). I have been on a biz trip since Tuesday. Eating while out of town went great, stayed completely on track. I did have some vodka and clubs, 4 on Tues night, 3 last night. Not too bad. We also walked quite a bit.
I felt like all the mirrors in my hotel room showed me how much my body is changing. Thinking I need a new mirror in my lady room or somewhere so I can watch and enjoy the healing and reducing mynweightnprocess. What a weird feeling after avoiding mirrors. I will be interested to weigh tomorrow.
Enjoyed the trip. I am not worrying about the job situation. I am excited about Christmas this year. I am normally a grinch. But I am going to borrow a friend's fake Charlie brown tree, make some snowflakes out of color paper and hang from the ceiling and really enjoy the season.
Mood is good, The last few weeks have been so great in reflecting on how far my health and mental state have come. I also know next year will be awesome. I love being hopeful.
Energy comes and goes. Some moments I feel amazing, alert, and then I feel achy and exhausted at times. So I am going to track my blood sugar next week, start strength exercises and my yoga DVD and start seeing if I can turn the energy around.
Sorry I can't add any spice to the book idea right now, I am somewhat tired and my brain doesn't feel playful.