Oh, this emptyness and loneliness. This feeling of jealousness when you see couples walking down the street holding hands! It makes you play again and again in you mind the same cassette: the sweet, warm, lovely moments you shared together. Suddenly, the bad moments from your relationship have been erased from your mind and you keep playing this cassette of romantic memories. Everything enjoyable and familiar in your everyday life now seems boring and meaningless. Every single day you spend most of the time thinking of your faults in this relationship. Sometimes you put the blame on yourself, others on your ex-lover. You burst into cries and you deviate from socialization, generally. There is no magic remedy to comfort your pain! Nothing and no-one will make you magically feel better! Accept that you do not feel ok neither with yourself nor with your life! Accept what you are feeling right now. Let friends who truly truly love you stay nearby you, listen to you, hug you! Let the time go by. In most of the days you will be merely an observer of your own life. There is absolutely nothing wrong with that. You are a human being with feelings.
Last edited by Loukia Maria; 10-05-2012 at 07:58 PM.
The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this: A human creature born abnormally, inhumanely sensitive. To them…a touch is a blow, a sound is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death.” Pearl Buck