Yeah... I was in denial about what I actually looked like for years. Then I saw some pictures of myself in a tight, full-length bridesmaids dress. Wow, total fat ass! Now I am still wearing my old work pants and someone told me that I "could fit two of my asses in them" and that I "may want to invest in a smaller size". I still have so much to lose though, so I refuse to buy new clothes... yet.