Happy to say that I'm feeling much better. Still having the anxiety, but it is tolerable now. I'm learning to identify my personality flaws an am changing them. It's just the beginning of course. My new focus: Clean eating (for nutrition, not as a social activity or out of boredom), increased walking and adding squats and push-ups... and more things along the way of course, absolutely no dating for an undetermined amount of time... when I've achieved more of a sense of peace. I'm thinking 6 months to a year... maybe longer. Prepping my self for an emotional Sunday... I have to go to a baby shower (I freakin hate those things) so I am missing the Lion's game >:/ Then the final episode of Breaking Bad... so excited to see it, sooooooooo sad it's over. The sadness was eased a little when I read that the creators are making a new show about two cops in Battle Creek! I was born and raised and still live in the Creek Nothing cool happens here, lol... so it's pretty exciting!