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    "Today may there be peace within. May you trust that you are
    exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite
    possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. May you
    use the gifts that you have received and pass on the love that has
    been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you
    are. Let this knowledge settle into your bones, and allow your soul
    the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. It is there for each and
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    I have to remind myself to be strong. To know that the way I feel is true. That looking or sounding crazy to average people is a good thing. I can only follow my heart and instincts and hope for the best. That's what I will do. No matter what. Rough day today. Every minute reminding myself of my strength.

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    I gambled and lost. Oh well. Tomorrow's another day, it's just sadness, it's just a little heartache, it's just knots in my tummy, won't kill me. Tomorrow I'll wake up stronger and go back out there and fling myself back into life. It feels good to not be afraid of pain anymore. I accept it, embrace it, and let it float away, not overnight, no, but soon enough. I'm excited for what other beautiful disasters await me.

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    Omg. Some days I feel like I have to fight for every single step, every single rep. And it's not like I'm in some hard core fitness routine. Some days it just comes so much harder, like today. But I got through it. It's a confidence booster at least!

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    Just delurking long enough for you to know that you have a cheer squad.
    My journal: http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum/thread60211.html Into RPG table top games? Check out FateStorm and (in development) Vanguard! 3D printed miniatures for sci-fi RPGs.

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    Quote Originally Posted by badgergirl View Post
    Just delurking long enough for you to know that you have a cheer squad.
    You're awesome. I appreciate it so much and I appreciated your posts on my "depressed" thread too. I am doing much better. I was just on the floor in the office comparing push-ups with my co-workers. We were laughing our butts off. I'm active and eating right. I am excited about life again.

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    That's wonderful, Jena. Keep it up

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    Thank goodness for my mid afternoon walk at work. After all the new crap piled on me today I really needed a breather. Happy to be trusted with more responsibility, but it's stressful nonetheless. I am excited, so very excited to go out and be crazy this weekend. Getting out of this state and having an adventure. No worries, no deep fucking thoughts, just fun an shenanigans with my best friend! Woo hoo, road trip! F U Michigan okay, well I still have to make it through work tomorrow, but by 6 pm I'll have a glass of wine and be cruising downtown's "Fall Into the Arts" then Saturday morning hitting he road! Sunday shopping and cruising around, Monday recovery and replenishment. "I get by with a little help from my friends".

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    I'm waking up angry today, waking up feeling like things aren't fair. Then I am angry at myself for having that poor attitude, lol. Go figure. I'm sad, but that's far from being depressed so I think I'll be okay. Sometimes I wonder why I was made the way I am, with such a sensitive heart that is so easily hurt. I know there must be a reason and I hope that it will reveal itself soon. I don't want to get out of bed today, I don't want to go face the world, but I have too. I feel like a foolish child right now. My theory is usually to "sleep on it". Didn't work this time.

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    On the road! So happy to get out if town for a weekend of fun and spend some qt with my best friend. 2 nights in downtown Indianapolis on the weekend of a Colts home game! It's going to get crazy for these two single ladies. Hope we don't get into too much trouble

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