I am almost in tears reading all this stuff that you are finding hard, stressful, juvenile etc...
Originally Posted by parrottrl
I am yelling now. STOP !!!!! AND SMELL THE ROSES GIRL !!!!!!!!
Chillax, sit down, and prioritize your life. Work out what is truely important - top of the list, not so important down the list.
Tackle each one - one at a time, but not all of them at once !
If its weight loss you are after - you are in the right forum. I am not going to give you a blow by blow of my life, but believe you me - I have had major issues with weight loss, and it WAS at the top of my list (not any more).
Personally I think relaxing is the first thing you need to tackle.
Get reading the more experienced senior members journals, maybe private message the odd one, but do not give up.
If its gaming or reading you enjoy, cut some of the less important things out of your day, and add in a RELAXING passtime.
but i beg you - you will regret going back to where you have been,
however i am just having a senior moment, and at the end of the day - you have some choices.
Good luck and keep us posted
"never let the truth get in the way of a good story "