ugh. that is prob some wierd manipulation for you to say how you wont be able to go on without him or something like that. do they offer any form of councelling? just keep repeating to yourself how you do not deserve anyone being nasty to you regardless of their excuse. if anything he should be nicer and be making the most of the time he has left if he really believes he is a goner as he is incredibly lucky to have you!!!!Horrendously horrendous day ........ DH is so concerned that they will find cancer in the CT scan this afternoon that surgery wont do him any good.
I have asked him why he is being so nasty to me, and he reckons that then it will be easier for me to move on when he is dead.....WTF?????????
i really truly had to reschedule my hair appointment to go LOL i cant wait. bit of a bummer i have to pay attention and look after children. Not to mention normal children are nowhere near as feral and self reliant at these things as mine are so i am gonna need to pay alot of attention to make sure i dont lose any! i've been working on teaching the dog to run with me up the beach without running under me and tripping me up and without deciding he needs to body slam me at high speed like he does his best doggy friend when they play. we have almost got it so plan A is i will have to run the dog up the beach literally at 6am to wear him out. then leap in the truck and go jet boating and white water rafting for the day. then leap in the truck and hoon to the airport to get my middle child who will have been in wellington since the sunday and is coming home. i will most likely still be in my wet suit, be dripping water and have twigs in my hair and smudged makeup LOLIt's a tough job but someone has to do it. Good on you Seas for stepping up.