Ayla - don't beat yourself up. We do what we think is right at the time - end of. Beating yourself up later doesn't do you or your family any good. If you think TV is a bad influence, you have the answer, but you must keep positive. Life throws curve balls at us constantly, and we must learn to prioritize each one. Don't stress the TV thing - move on..... but thats just my thoughts.
You will get through this
Joanie - Can't wait for you to come over - althou five years........ I will possibly have a motorized zimmer frame by then !!!!!
"never let the truth get in the way of a good story "