Oh my freeking god!
I don't know what to say other than what have I done?
Remember me? No? don't blame you its been ages since I have been on here and this post is more of a confession.
Forgive me for I have sinned... Its been 10 months since my last confession!
Seriously though the past few days I have been remenising of the year gone by and what I have achieved. I concluded that I really haven't ahieved a lot other than falling off the wagon and ending up eating crap, doing nowt and as a result I feel like crap. I am depressed, my body feels like its going to fall apart, I have no confidence, nor any self esteem and pretty much rock bottom.
What has made me come back here.... In short " I need to sort my f@#!ing life out and quick before its too late!
So now I wish to wipe my slate clean and begin again...
so henceforth will be my journey to becoming an urbancaveman.