Jenn, I'm sure you're going to feel better-ish pretty soon. Sounds like you're experiencing some nasty withdrawal symptoms.
I had my farewell to booze date last night, and I honestly would have had a great time with the gentleman, with or without that liquid courage. 
So far, so good today. I'm working twelve hour shifts all weekend, so I pregrilled some nice grass fed burgers and two pork chops to eat at work. I also have 3 small sweet potatoes to eat up, and hopefully they can stave off the mid-afternoon/boredom munches I'm bound to encounter this weekend.
Today it's been 3 scrambled eggs in the microwave poacher(uck) and half an avocado, some coffee with EVCO. Lunch will be a big fat pork chop and a sweet potato with ghee, and a peach for later if I need it. Dinner may be roasted kale and some tuna.
I spent a friggin' hour making ghee yesterday, does anyone know if it matters that the butter is grassfed? I just used Whole Foods store brand, didn't see a reason to sacrifice my precious Kerrygold.
“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” Rumi