I've ate enough fat today where I can skip lunch and not eat anything until dinner. Gonna have a burger with pepperjack cheese, sauteed onions and peppers and maybe a side of avocado.
I'm going to say it, I frakking hate people. Yesterday morning, I actually did my hair (straightened it) and wore a new outfit. Well, the minute I walk into our area at work, Ghetto Trash had to open her gd mouth. She was like, "Oh wow, you look all hot and shit. Did you get laid?" When in the world does looking nice equate with getting laid? First off, I don't have to look nice to get laid(yeah it help,s but its not a requirement) and secondly, can a woman look nice just because they want to? Why do you have to have a reason to look nice. I want to pop Ghetto Trash in the gd mouth. There, rant over. Now, I can go deal with Ghetto Trash.
Kind of frustrated here. Got a text from Clint earlier telling me that has been given the official job offer with the other dealer, but he isn't sure if he wants to take it. His concerns are that he isn't eligible for vacation until his first year of employment is completed and that they get paid twice a month. He is also concerned about the bankruptcy which is understandable, but we can make payments out of the checking account until its over this October, not a big deal. He is now eligible for 2 weeks vacation this year where he is at. He told me about the pay thing when he went in for the interview and we were both ok with it. I'm trying to wrap my head around the vacation thing holding him back. Maybe it's because I don't get it right now and I'm ok with that prospect. If he's really as miserable as he has said, then why doesn't just put his notice in and so be it? I can't understand why anyone would look at losing vacation time versus the crap and abuse he puts up with from his employer. I don't get it. Part of me wants to tell him, you stay where you're at, don't come bitching to me when they start treating you like crap. I know if I say that, it won't go over well. He wants me to call him at lunch at 1:30 to discuss. GAWD!
Maybe it's just some irrational anxiety & he's looking for you to lay out the facts for him. Sometimes just repeating stuff back to people makes their decision a lot clearer, for whatever reason. "Is getting paid twice a month & not having vacation time this year so much worse to you than being miserable at your current job?"
Journal on depression/anxiety
Currently trying to figure out WTF to eat (for IBS-C).
Clint did send another text to me. Apparently, the HR dep at the dealer called him back and they want to him to call the service manager tonight when he leaves work. Who knows, maybe they'll give him a reason to leave.