Thanks Jon. I'm just really tired so I hope sleep tonight. Waking up at 4am because you cannot breathe is not fun. I've been doing this every day for the past week and a half. It could also be stress from work. I love my job, but the stress kills me. I've actually thought about going back to call center work as it's less stressful. Yes, I did say that. I want to stay here a year before I jump ship. Probably the most stressful part for me is dealing with the public day in and day out. It makes me not want to see people I care about. I've been reading about introverts vs extroverts and the job is making a forced extrovert during the day which is draining any energy I have for things what I want to do outside of work.
In other news, I've been talking to an ex of mine via Facebook. We dated when I was 18 and he was 23 and I really liked the guy. We never officially broke up. I knew it was over when I heard he had started dating someone else since I was going away to college. I was upset and actually told him thanks for not telling me about the dumping. He wanted to start dating again when I came home for winter and I told him no. By the time I finished school, he moved to Florida. Fast forward 18 years and we are talking again. Definitely as friends, but he did tell me he considers me as the one who got away. That made me upset. I told him, why would you say that when you are the one who dumped me? I told him I should be the one who considers him as the one who got away considering how he dumped me. I told him it did hurt when he started dating that other girl who I was actually friends with. He apologized. I accepted it. I told him I'm married so all we can be is friends. He said that is fine. I'm trying to figure out WHY someone would say something like this. Oh well, c'est la vie.