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    Ye gods, I was prepared to see like 129 lbs this morning but luckily, it was 126.3 lbs, so the goal today is to not overload and blow it.

    Recovery is abysmal. Because I was doing deloaded workout I was doing more sets, and put the heart into lunges. Stabilizers are not happy, quad and ham and calf... basically the whole LB is complaining. Feel a bit dazed after yesterdays low cal, BUT the day itself was pretty easy food wise. A few naps on the bus helped too, and the fact that I did not have to do really anything, just stand and stare and try to take in something of the info we were dished out.

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
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    125.7 lbs, on the right track. Felt the cal deficit yesterday, slight dizziness, lower endurance. But felt so good walking outside. A slightly higher calories day fixed that!

    First PT session was great; we went through my program with a fine tooth comb, and trained Push-Press, Squats form and straight Body rise for ~ 20 min. The trainer showed me which muscle groups need to be strengthened to keep me from wiggling on the squat and from bending over under the weight. Believe it or not, I will have to incorporate the silly thigh machine to work on my stabilizers (that's why I wiggle on the squats).

    I am really looking forward to the next session and reworking my schedule with his suggestions. Which were very logical. Alas, KB lunges gotta go.

    I have my first 'I can't believe that's me' experience with having to eat extra to add more calories to the day. Feel great now. Just need digestion to get the memo and adapt to keto.

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
    Sept 13, 2012: 15 hrs fast, 1310 cals, 29/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 88 g fat (59%); 20 min x-trainer; 20 min light lifting; ~ 50 min walk
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    Forgot to add, my focus today is on feeling content. I think it will remain my focus for the entire weekend as I try to stay under 30 g crabs/25 g net carbs.

    OMG, today's' story is plain awesome, that's exactly what I want, this kind of an after!

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    Last edited by Leida; 09-14-2012 at 12:12 PM.
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    Today's focus is still on walking with both eyes on the road, not on the goal. I experienced a few episodes of contentment this weekend, like when walking barefoot on the rocks with my daughter or chasing her while she was riding her bike... The weather is wonderful and the life was perfect. I want to retain this emotion, remember and cherish it.

    Gave in and made meatzza yesterday, my kiddo was so happy! Another moment of contentment. Making giant meatballs from the leftover 'dough' tonight with eggplant chips. Mmgh! Finger-licking good!

    Weight today: 122.8 lbs. I stayed low carb over the weekend and the weight started dropping off. Fingers crossed.

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
    Sept 13, 2012: 15 hrs fast, 1310 cals, 29/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 88 g fat (59%); 20 min x-trainer; 20 min light lifting; ~ 50 min walk
    Sept 14, 2012: >1300 cals (but did not count add-on in time); Lifting + 20 min swim, ~ 1 hr walking
    Sept 15, 2012: Not counted macros; Play day (pool, walking, garden)
    Sept 16, 2012: Not counted macros; Lifting + 20 min x-trainer; walking, a little gardening
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    Did not do well on the contentment focus yesterday, and over-ate after supper. Not by much (though I might not be capturing it well in the counter?), but I munched instead of stopping. Read a chapter on keeping eyes on process, not progress first thing this morning, and hope to meditate on the next chapter: "I don't Care" thoughts in the afternoon.

    Weight today: 124.1 lbs I knew that net loss over the weekend was too good to be true.

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
    Sept 13, 2012: 15 hrs fast, 1310 cals, 29/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 88 g fat (59%); 20 min x-trainer; 20 min light lifting; ~ 50 min walk
    Sept 14, 2012: >1300 cals (but did not count add-on in time); Lifting + 20 min swim, ~ 1 hr walking
    Sept 15, 2012: Not counted macros; Play day (pool, walking, garden)
    Sept 16, 2012: Not counted macros; Lifting + 20 min x-trainer; walking, a little gardening
    Sept 17, 2012: ~ 1400 cals, 34 g/11 g carbs, 88 g protein, 104 g fat (65 %); ~2 hrs walking, light gardening
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    When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.

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    Oh, zut, I feel like I am falling sick. I am hot and my nose is starting to run & I am sleeeepy. Part of me wants to go home and lie down and sleep it off, and part of me wants to tough it out in the gym. If only steam room was opened, then there won't be a dilemma! I would just steam it out in the SR. Crap, crap, carp, crappity-crap.
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    Not too bad. I skipped cardio, but was able to do the weights. 75# PP still got stuck, but felt like it was on the verge of passing the sticking point.

    And, OMG, hilarity! The PT advised me to try 'that thigh machine all the women use thinking it will make their thighs skinnier' to strengthen stabilizers, and fix the wiggle on the way up on the squat. So, like a good girl, I am going there and discovering THREE thigh machines. A weirdo rotating one, adductor and abductor. I went for abductor, thinking it compliments squatting motion better, but now I wonder, because on the way UP it will be adductor that is working. I guess I will ask him next time.

    I was hungry yesterday, so calories sky-rocketed. But the weight today is 123.4 lbs, so I guess I needed it.

    I had a very good mindful eating episode, when I was feeling sick and unhappy before going to the gym I went downstairs ready to scarf down all 4 nuts left in the box. But then I thought about it, took a deep breath and ate just one slowly and mindfully. I feel good about it. I also correctly identified my need for comfort and settling into the bed instead of my perceived need for another snack before bed, and stopped on one small dish of crumble of cheese instead of refilling the dish. I wish I was able to stop before the dish, though, and would not go to town eating salmon while putting it away. But, yeah, I LOVE salmon!

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
    Sept 13, 2012: 15 hrs fast, 1310 cals, 29/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 88 g fat (59%); 20 min x-trainer; 20 min light lifting; ~ 50 min walk
    Sept 14, 2012: >1300 cals (but did not count add-on in time); Lifting + 20 min swim, ~ 1 hr walking
    Sept 15, 2012: Not counted macros; Play day (pool, walking, garden)
    Sept 16, 2012: Not counted macros; Lifting + 20 min x-trainer; walking, a little gardening
    Sept 17, 2012: ~ 1400 cals, 34 g/11 g carbs, 88 g protein, 104 g fat (65 %); ~2 hrs walking, light gardening
    Sept 18, 2012: 1480 cals, 33/7 g carbs, 108 g protein, 105 g fat (61%); ~ 1.5 hrs walking, Lifting (OHP)
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    I am starting to get a bit hungrier, which is a concern since after tonight's Zumba, I am taking time off training till Tuesday.

    Tomorrow night is a meeting at the b/a school care, on Friday we are driving to Edmonton, on Saturday I am entertaining my child in the WEM while my hubby is at the conference, and on Sunday we drive back home. The bulbs arrived, so I want to spend the rest of Sunday in the garden.

    Basically, I will have 4 straight days of moving slowly & nothing else. I can try to run sprints on Friday and Monday, but even then, I know I cannot afford high calories for those days. I have to stick with 1,250-1,300.

    Since we will be eating out on Saturday night and I want a good steak, ideally I should fast all day, to allow for the calories from the steak of a restaurant proportions, but I am not sure I can fast after 2 days on (hopefully) 1300 calories and still manage my child's day.

    I am planning to take coconut oil along, so if I can obtain coffee that should help. I wish I could have broth with me, but I won't have the facilities to heat it up. I will see if I can take a hot pot & thermos. (Sigh). It's always an adjustment when you get out of the routine!

    I just don't want to f'up now, when the weight is finally coming off. I can see myself starting to morph into my normal proportions, and the clothes fit better, the last thing I need is to balloon up again....

    Oouf, now that I put it down in writing, I hope I can stop worrying about it.

    My chapter today is "Yes, But... " thoughts. Gotta come in handy. Susan Albers is coming with me to Edmonton, for sure!
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    Forgot to read my chapter about the but clauses. From what I remember, the recommendation is to create an 'and' statement. I will try tomorrow to read it and meditate on it.

    My mood is starting to become erratic. I felt aggressive when I was hungry. Then I started regretting all of a sudden being far to compliant and mild as a young woman, and not having relationships before my marriage and more wild stuff. Never touching alcohol or cigarettes. Doing all the right choices, never the wrong ones. I missed my 5HTPs, gonna get one now, or it will end in the fruit bowl. I am not at the stage yet when I am starting to pick the name for my second child, that is not to be, and that signals an overall distress.

    I think it's the weekend in Edmonton that bugs me, because I will have to be in the single mom mode all day... I don't like the single mom mode. (Sigh).
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    124.4 lbs. It figures. Huge caloric overdraft and Zumba fell through. We did maybe 3 songs (I am counting it as a stretch), and my kiddo got a huge stomach upset. Had to go shop for rice and bananas with her, got home, even more depressed, hungry by whatever reason.

    On the up side, hubby had a brain-wave that we should drive back home from Edmonton on Sat night, so we will have Sunday at home. Good. I will have an official weigh-in on Sunday then. Gonna buy macademia nuts for Saturday and do fat fast till at least supper in Edmonton. Hope to stay low on calories.

    Started day today with butter tea, 5HTP and gonna read the chapter or two from the book, no matter what, RIGH F'ING now.

    Sept 10, 2012: 20+ hrs fast, 1035 cals, 29/9 carbs (10%), 60 g protein, 75 g fat (66%). Walking, cardio SS (40 min), stretch (10 min)
    Sept 11, 2012: 16+ hrs fast, 1370 cals, 27/9 carbs, 94 g protein, 97 g fat (64%); Lifting (deload, SQT 5x5) + 20 min X-trainer; 1 hr walk
    Sept 12, 2012: 22 hrs fast, 980 cals, 16/6.5 carbs, 40 g protein; 86 g fat (78%); Recovery, some strolling during field trip.
    Sept 13, 2012: 15 hrs fast, 1310 cals, 29/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 88 g fat (59%); 20 min x-trainer; 20 min light lifting; ~ 50 min walk
    Sept 14, 2012: >1300 cals (but did not count add-on in time); Lifting + 20 min swim, ~ 1 hr walking
    Sept 15, 2012: Not counted macros; Play day (pool, walking, garden)
    Sept 16, 2012: Not counted macros; Lifting + 20 min x-trainer; walking, a little gardening
    Sept 17, 2012: ~ 1400 cals, 34 g/11 g carbs, 88 g protein, 104 g fat (65 %); ~2 hrs walking, light gardening
    Sept 18, 2012: 1480 cals, 33/7 g carbs, 108 g protein, 105 g fat (61%); ~ 1.5 hrs walking, Lifting (OHP)
    Sept 19, 2012: 1600 cals, 33/8 g carbs, 101 g protein, 119 g fat (66%) ~ 2 walking, Stretch
    My Journal: http://www.marksdailyapple.com/forum/thread57916.html
    When I let go of what I am, I become what I might be.

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