Well, I don't know you parents, but if you really think they are going to be like that you can always say you are going to the library, as you say. I really wouldn't worry about how the healthcare system works. They will tell you when yo get there, anyway, and they can sort it out themselves. I think it would be a good idea to go on Monday.
Obviously, I don't know your parents, so I could be completely wrong...but from years of being a daughter and a mom myself. I know parents, usually aren't all that off base.
Primal since 4/7/2012
Starting weight 140
Current weigh 126
Honestly, I think it might be just fine if your parents got you to eat. It's what you really really need right now. It's what everyone has been telling you to do. It's what we humans DO. I realize it's scary for you, but if your parents can help, then tell them!
I'm a parent myself, and I hope to god my kids would tell me this and let me help them, or get another adult to help them.
Most of all, hugs and love to you. You have gotten some great advice here. I want to urge you to tell your parents, because believe me, they already know enough. Your friends know something's up. There is really no down side to telling them, other than it's hard. But you are killing yourself and not living, and that's harder.
Heh. You mother is right of course. The reason why anorexia is a mental illness and such a dangerous one is because anorexics believe otherwise. You will find the anxiety abates once are eating more animal fats and are better nourished. Remember the brain is basically made out of fat. When you eat more of it the brain works better.Also my mum thinks the solution to anorexia is just to eat, so I don't think she'd understand this anxiety.