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    Thanks everyone for the well wishes...
    But less sad faces pretty please!!!

    And welcome Crabbcakes. I'm glad that you have enjoyed my journal.
    I'm sure it's not for everyone. But that's OK, I write it for me.
    In some ways I'm blunt and very open here. There is stuff in the pages of MDA that only my former therapist and/or husband knows (ahhh, anonymity!) In other ways, not so much. I gloss it over. It's a lot like what you can see if you open a really crammed closet without moving the stuff around for closer examination. No need for hauling out details. It sucked, but dwelling on it too much would suck the life out of now. And I can't have that.

    I'm over my tantrum phase...
    As a highly experienced 'unhealthy' person the 5 stages come and go like the WIND for me... ~~~~~~>>>>>>> wooooooossssssssshhhh>>>>>>>>>>>>~~~~~~~~~~... Ok, all done!

    Day 1-2 of speech weirdness, Denial!
    "Meh, I'm just having a bad 'day' maybe... I hope..."
    (meanwhile in the back of my mind "Ha! You KNOW better!!!)

    Day 3 of speech weirdness, Anger!
    "Ben Roethlisberger, Ben Roethlisberger, Ben Roethlisberger, F****KKKKKK!"
    I wish I could punch Ben Roethlisberger right in the throat!
    Why won't my STOOOPID mouth work right!

    Day 4 of speech weirdness, Bargaining?
    Yeah, right...Whatever!
    I learned LONG ago that bargaining is completely worthless... day 4 is Anger part Deux!

    Day 5-6 of speech weirdness, Depression. Bleh.
    "It's not faaaaaiaaiiiiiiiiiiiirrrrrr." *emo~pout*
    Yeah... um... see whinyness from last post.

    Day 7 of speech weirdness, Acceptance. *le sigh*
    Ok... moving on! No point in all this blathering.
    Been here, done this... if they handed out t-shirts for this crap I could probably clothe half of a small country.
    So... let's see... what CAN we do?
    Ready, set, go (do that sh*t)! Aka, make some phone calls.

    So, I made an appointment to see the doc in control of the meds on Monday!
    Will probably have to take more meds. Whatever. I'll deal with it.
    It's better than dealing with the squashy brain symptoms.

    I know this post is going to seem like some sort of manic/depressive episode or something following the last one. But it really is just me running through the standard Kubler-Ross model cycle. I've got it down to the bare minimum I think. Practice does make perfect!
    That's how I roll...
    Last edited by cori93437; 06-14-2012 at 11:30 PM.
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    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    It does not seem so strange, those stages are applicable to all kinds of scenarios. I'm pretty sure I do exactly that when I come out of a period of not being depressed. "Oh I'm so happy!" "Oh what is this? I'm not feeling great today. Maybe it's a fluke." "WTF come on, be over now." "FUCK THIS SUCKS come on I just want to feel happy again!" "This is so unfair. Life is so unfair." "Well, at least I'm learning something and I feel more self-aware than I have in the past. What's next on the supplement test list?"

    Glad to hear you are checking in with the docs.
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    "Unhealthy" people unite! Yep, I totally get rolling through the process, because, well, what other option is there. Glad you're on to the "make changes" part. That's usually the most helpful.

    And, faces!


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    i'm hiding my sad face. *hugs* *hugs again* (sorry for copping a feel)

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    Oh My!
    Saoirse, do you know whose journal this is... cop ALL the feels!

    It's late Friday night, and here I am!
    I actually went to bead early and woke up with my head all heavy and melon-y, so I'm here having a...

    all on my own.

    I finally felt like I had something to share over in 'Triumphs' today...
    And I'm going share it here too, 'cause umm... ego and stuff!

    It's a well established fact that I lose weight at about the same rate that molasses pours out of a narrow necked bottle on a January morning in Alaska. S-L-O-W. Painfully slow even.
    Of course, since the way I eat has as much to do with trying to keep myself healthy in defense of medication and disease as it does with being slimmer... I stick pretty tight to my guidelines.
    So, Thursday evening husband person tells me that he can really see that my hips are getting narrower, he has been suggesting that we get me some new jeans since mine are getting baggy and I've been putting it off, and yesterday I pulled my jeans down without unbuttoning or unzipping... and back UP the same way. No 'scooching' involved.
    They are mid-rise jeans... which are now sitting very low-rise! I think that the only reason that they don't fall to the ground is that I'm one of those gals with a big generous booty out back. They hang... with crack exposed! LOL
    It's a good thing I wear longer t-shirts... covering up my sins!

    Speaking of crack...


    Time for new jeans... My bum is going to...


    And since we started with a Par-tay/assault on sweet, innocent, childhood memories...
    We'll end that way too...
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    woohoo!

    btw i do not watch claymation adult shiznit because my sweet little mind finds it disturbing. but grok* on anyway!


    *am i the only one who cringes at that word?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Saoirse View Post
    woohoo!

    btw i do not watch claymation adult shiznit because my sweet little mind finds it disturbing. but grok* on anyway!


    *am i the only one who cringes at that word?
    I cringe more at *grok and shiznit (lol)... than I do the admittedly sometimes disturbing adult claymation... which just makes me giggle.

    It's OK though...
    Generally you don't need to watch the video to get the gist... it's more like fill in the black with the video title usually. Content is just and AWESOME bonus!
    And I happened to be in a Robot Chicken mood tonight.
    “You have your way. I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, and the only way, it does not exist.”
    ~Friedrich Nietzsche
    And that's why I'm here eating HFLC Primal/Paleo.


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    i watched a mini docu about how they make the show. after scouring ebay and the rest of the internet they found someone selling a rather mint he-man figure

    the seller said something along the lines of 'take good care of it!'

    dude replied something along the lines of 'okay i will!'

    and well *gestures at vids*
    beautiful
    yeah you are

    I mean there's so many ants in my eyes! And there are so many TVs, microwaves, radios... I think, I can't, I'm not 100% sure what we have here in stock.. I don't know because I can't see anything! Our prices, I hope, aren't too low!

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    well i like shiznit.

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    shiznit is the bizzzomb.
    If I just said LOL, I lied. Do or do not. There is no try.

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