05-26-2012, 11:23 PM
Alright, I'm in a fuck the calories mood so breakfast is gonna be eggs with a load of cheese and the entire package of bacon. I love these moods
05-27-2012, 01:08 AM
Yeah! I'm taller than 6'1"
05-27-2012, 01:12 AM
You don't have to tell them everything, but you can just tell them that you need help, and that you need help finding the right kind of specialist for you. no bigs.
i couldn't quite get what your thingy (pictures) said because they wouldn't get to the right size for me to see them. I added up what I could see on the right hand column of the second page, and that came to 1900 calories.
that being said, your hang ups with your friends are not about food. you think they are about food, but they are not. If they say "lets get some food!" you can go "ok!" and then they get what they want and you just decide not to eat any or get what you want.
All of my teen years were spent not eating what other teens eat. Seriously. I'm not game for those foods that your friends listed -- including pizza night. I think we did pizza once a month or less, probably less, in my household. I much preferred home-made foods, healthy foods, etc.
it was never an issue in my socializing. truly.
05-27-2012, 01:20 AM
It were 4200 calories.
Originally Posted by zoebird
But sitting there watching my friend eat pizza without having any myself is really weird and going to ruin the night..
Anyway, this afternoon I'm going to hangout with somebody. But only because I feel like I have to, noot because I actually want to. We'll see how it goes
05-27-2012, 01:23 AM
you could eat something else or you could choose not to eat. And you can choose how you feel about it.
It never bothered me, and it never bothered my friends. seriously.
05-27-2012, 02:26 AM
Well then I probably have the wrong friends..
Originally Posted by zoebird
Because it bothers them
05-27-2012, 02:46 AM
I'm considering going whole 30. Maybe I'll be satisfied with less than 5-6000 cals because I'm currently heavier than I was before I even knew about primal and eating nothing but crap all day. And I'm still gaining, and I'm still hungry. And I'm gaining fast enough that it can't be muscle weight
05-27-2012, 03:57 AM
Wow, 135.5 lbs. 1-2 months ago that was 123.
Sooner or later my eating disorder/obsession whatever WILL pass. All I gotta do is not die or get fat until then
Last edited by Gadsie; 05-27-2012 at 04:22 AM.
05-27-2012, 04:34 AM
I know I post a lot here but I just need someone to talk to, who ever is listening
05-27-2012, 09:14 AM
Looking around on the internet for counseling makes me 10x more depressed..
I get to read all these binge eating stories and it makes me so sad. Also I think all counselors are just in it for the money.
I really want counseling though. I just don't want people to know because everybody will look at me as "The guy who's in therapy"
Last edited by Gadsie; 05-27-2012 at 09:17 AM.