I am so over this. I am over working hard for 5 weeks or something to get nowhere, and then undoing all that hard work in a single meal. It's so dispiriting. Weight loss SHOULDN'T be THIS hard. I am so over it. This doctor appointment on June 1 can't come fast enough. I am not even going to try and lose weight between now and then because no matter how hard I try it won't happen. I don't think I'll even weight or measure myself till the morning of the appointment.