Okay. So I do this thing, right? Where I lose like...well in this case 4 pounds. And then I think I'm the GREATEST. I am totally the greatest, because I lost 4 pounds (never mind that before this, I gained 40). But so I lose 4 pounds, and suddenly I am the hottest thing ever, I am invincible and skinny forever and ever amen. And it's not true. Sure, I can fit into my old shirts, but not all of them. I can't come anywhere close to fitting into my old pants. Nevermind putting myself on camera. So I have to keep myself real, here. Because left to my own devices, I'd be all, "I am the evil genius of weightloss, it is like magic and I am Jeannie from I dream of Jeannie, and all I have to do is wrinkle my nose and suddenly I can have all of the margaritas and cake that I want." And it's not true. I have found that if I stay away from dairy I pretty much maintain. Anyway. I just want to say to the world, and myself, that I cannot have all the margaritas and cake that I want, and while progress is progress, I am not yet where I want to be, and I am not invincible.
Anyway. So time has still been short in the AM...but it's because I'm waking earlier and earlier and now I have time to do my hair and be pretty! So I've been using the egg protein powder and...no headaches. I'm wondering if it was actually the MCT oil, which I got and started using around the same time. Maybe I titrated up too quickly with it. So egg protein powder is not evil. I think. At least for me. Because it's been about a month now of using it off and on. I'd rather have that than toast in the morning. (Anyone else realize how unfilling CW breakfast is now? It's like...air. You may as well eat nothing.) So it goes.