Have had a bit of a down day. Last night at work was one of the worst nights I have ever had. Not only was shit hitting fans everywhere, I am not happy with my own performance, which is very hard for me to move past. But that is what I have to do. This morning I was so tired I felt I could barely drive, and when I got home and got out of the car, my body totally cramped up. I hurt everywhere, my back, my knees, all my joints. I managed to feed the cats, wash up, and literally fell into bed knowing that I couldn't get up again and hoping that some rest would cure me. Which it did! I woke up feeling much better physically but in a bit of a funk. I didn't want to come back to work, but I know that is in fact what is best. That old saw is right - when you fall off a horse, you have to get right back on. Otherwise it preys on your mind. So here I am and all is well.
All I want to eat is nuts and fruit. What is up with that? It is bitter cold outside but I don't feel like eating 'real food' at all. Just want lighter snack-type stuff. I wonder if I am fighting off some nasty bug? This morning I thought I was getting the flu, but obviously not. There is some icky thing going around, it is not flu but has many of the same symptoms. Luckily it is short-lived. Maybe my immune system is in high gear.