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    I've got to try those, I get bitten horribly. Luckily they heal up pretty fast and don't bother me too much after I get in the shower and let some hot water do its magic. Of course I would rather not get bitten in the first place. I have plenty of batteries, I get them free at work - legitimately, I don't steal them.

    The chant workshop was really good. I feel like I could try writing some chants. Before the workshop I had some hard times with a couple of friends who taunted me about not eating ice cream and chinese food. I really hate that. Why can't people just leave it alone? What business is it of theirs? For one thing, I hate having my eating habits discussed and debated. L'Enfer, c'est les autres.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Siobhan View Post
    The chant workshop was really good. I feel like I could try writing some chants. Before the workshop I had some hard times with a couple of friends who taunted me about not eating ice cream and chinese food. I really hate that. Why can't people just leave it alone? What business is it of theirs? For one thing, I hate having my eating habits discussed and debated. L'Enfer, c'est les autres.
    I'm sorry but are your friends that bored that they have nothing better to do than concern themselves with your eating habits. True friends should be supportive of you and the choices you make. Maybe they should actually read a few books on the matter before they deem themselves dietitians.

    Maybe not like my friend though. Three days after I told her about the changes I've made in my diet, she calls me and said her Dr told her she was to be on a very strict gluten free diet from now on because of her high cholesterol levels. Now she tell me you don't need to be off bread just get the gluten free kind. Lol. I caught her eating several foods with gluten in it here lately. She's a bit of a hypochondriac, but thats ok I still love her.


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    Quote Originally Posted by Siobhan View Post
    ...I'm just indescribably delicious...
    This.

    Bummer about your friends, but we all have them. We put up with them for their other qualities. With mine, it is fairly mild, but I admit, I do things to avoid seeing their 'looks'. Also, I'm fairly oblivious, so that helps.

    Here's a funny story about me being oblivious. We (whole family) were eating at our local Denny's. A woman nearby loudly said, 'That's the most disgusting thing I've ever seen.' Of course, I started looking around. If there's a disgusting thing to be seen, I guess I want to see it. Took me a bit to realize I was the disgusting thing. Apparently, nursing your two-year old in public is beyond the pale.

    This is now one of our favorite family stories, but at the time I was vexed.
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    I'm starting to get the same thing with friends and co-workers. Particularly when I decline dessert or some deep-fried yuckiness. I think it has to do with them being self-conscious about their own debauchery. By my not partaking in the sinful treat, I think they feel that I am being judgmental. I'm not, they are, but they project it on me. Teasing me about my diet or making the kind of comments you describe is their way of excusing their own bad food choices.

    I try not to let it bother me. But it does. Fortunately the change in me is now so apparent that they can see the results of my choices, which at least lends credence.
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    Quote Originally Posted by Sabine View Post
    This.

    Bummer about your friends, but we all have them. We put up with them for their other qualities. With mine, it is fairly mild, but I admit, I do things to avoid seeing their 'looks'. Also, I'm fairly oblivious, so that helps.

    Here's a funny story about me being oblivious. We (whole family) were eating at our local Denny's. A woman nearby loudly said, 'That's the most disgusting thing I've ever seen.' Of course, I started looking around. If there's a disgusting thing to be seen, I guess I want to see it. Took me a bit to realize I was the disgusting thing. Apparently, nursing your two-year old in publicibeyond the pale.

    This is now one of our favorite family stories, but at the time I was vexed.
    I laughed so hard I almost spit tea across my keyboard!

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    I'm starting to get the same thing with friends and co-workers. Particularly when I decline dessert or some deep-fried yuckiness. I think it has to do with them being self-conscious about their own debauchery. By my not partaking in the sinful treat, I think they feel that I am being judgmental. I'm not, they are, but they project it on me. Teasing me about my diet or making the kind of comments you describe is their way of excusing their own bad food choices.

    I try not to let it bother me. But it does. Fortunately the change in me is now so apparent that they can see the results of my choices, which at least lends credence.
    I'm sure you are right about this and I think that was the impetus behind the criticism. These friends also have absolutely no awareness of gluten-intolerance or celiac disease.

    Funny, the comments on MDA today were about dreaming. Last night I slept and slept. Woke up and fed the felines at 5 or 6 AM and went back to sleep. I was in that pleasant state where I was sort of awake but dreaming very pleasant dreams. Nothing wild or crazy, you know the kind where you just wake up feeling good, like you've just been to a really good play or heard some great music. Finally got up at quarter after 9!!! That was maybe 10 hours. Not sure when I went to sleep. Maybe it was the chant? We didn't chant all that much, and it was not weird or strange - just a couple of hymns that are actually chants and one that he wrote to a poem by Gerald Manley Hopkins.

    Went swimming this morning when I finally got up. Timed it right for once. Got there right at 10:30 when open swimming starts after the lessons. Was first in a lane, and even though I ended up sharing I would rather have someone pick me to split a lane with than vice versa, although it is not really a big deal. Also got my swim in before it got really crowded and also got showered and out of there before the hordes descended on the locker room.

    Picked up a vest that I get for volunteering with the land trust - it's really nice, from Magellan if you know that company. A very tasteful logo on the pocket. Stylin'!

    Got some deer liver for the felines. They tasted it and looked at me as though I had fed them battery acid. The weird thing is that I think...well, it looks pretty good. It looks like pate or liverwurst. It smells good, meaty and clean. Don't worry, I'm not going to eat it. But I hope they come around.

    On a whim I bought a rubber comb/brush thing called a Zoom Groom. It's unbelievable! They LOVE it and it pulls out loose hair like nothing I've ever used. I need two more and three hands!

    Guess I did an IF this morning. Didn't eat til 12:30 and actually finished eating yesterday at 5 PM. Swimming helps! Had zigni and kimchi - what a combo. I'm glad I got the mild kimchi - it was nice to have something cooling to eat with the hot hot beef.
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    Anybody reading this, get over to ecks's journal and give up some love -
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    Just got back from a concert - Maine Pro Musica, a symphony orchestra. Saw them last year, they were wonderful then and they were even more wonderful tonight!

    Had zucchini and eggs. Considering a glass of wine.
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    The topic for today: Fear. I have been thinking a lot about the role of fear in our modern lives, and how virtually everything is fear-driven. I work in a hospital, where we provide a vital service for the community and are quite busy, and we charge very high fees although no one is ever turned away (this is law). Yet we are all worried about our jobs, and talk endlessly about what we might do if we get laid off, all of our training is geared towards trying to prepare for an uncertain future, i.e. "if I get this certification it will help me keep my job. If there are layoffs, it will put me ahead of others who don't have it." Not, "getting this certification will help me to better do my job and serve others." That comes from the top down. We get emails from management urging us to upgrade our skills just so we can look better on paper and maybe get more money from the government.

    Two things have happened that have really made me think a lot about this. One is my performance review that I received last week. It was a good review but totally fear based on both sides. Fears for our individual jobs, for the future of our department, the future of the hospital. The second thing is the mini-physical I just had for our wellness program that qualifies me for more and cheaper choices for health insurance. The whole thing reeks of fear. "If you don't lower your cholesterol, you will die of a heart attack!" This, despite the complete lack of evidence that lowering cholesterol prevents anything. If you don't believe me, go to a big pharm website about statins and read the fine print. (Incidentally, my cholesterol numbers are all in the ideal range, and always have been, so maybe I'm not qualified to comment on the fear thing.) But the whole wellness thing is totally negative, assumes you are overweight and eating badly and not exercising. You tick off boxes and get this whole fear-mongering assessment. It's all a neurotic flight from reality, some pie-in-the-sky fantasy that if you do all these things you will reach some earthly nirvana and you will never die. It's all delusional! After completing the assessment, I felt like an Old Testament prophet had just pronounced doom and gloom on me. I received dire warnings about not eating 'healthy whole-grains' despite the fact that according to their own assessment I am ridiculously healthy. And everyone around me is terrified they won't pass their assessment and they won't qualify for the cheaper insurance. They aren't really worried about their health. They are just afraid. They're afraid they have high cholesterol, even though they don't know why. Fear, fear, fear.

    Now I'm not saying we shouldn't seek to improve our health. I'm just saying we need to get away from this fear-based model and 'wellness program' that are thinly-veiled attempts to promote big pharm and that take responsibility and common sense approaches away from us.
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