Still have 4 more bars sitting on the counter but they aren't bothering me too much. I would like to have a little "taste" - but I tasted last night so I know they are good - and very bad for me!
Hubby is at the boatshop today. Not "working" ............. at least not for pay. He's helping his best friend put together a boat he just bought. He's taking his wife on vacation to the Puget Sound in a couple weeks and really wants to have the boat done by then. If not - he has access to a smaller one that will work - but not be nearly as comfortable. So, hubby is offering his services to get the boat water worthy.
Okay - wife feeling sorry for herself rant coming............. I'm just venting so no need to even read it.........
I have to admit I get a little miffed about his dedication to his friends. He works 12-14 hours days and still offers to help out on their boats for no charge and time with me gets push off to the side. Yes, he comes home to me every single night - but sometimes, I get only an hour with him and its time to go to bed. during that hour we make and eat dinner and maybe watch tv, in the summer maybe sit on the patio. He always works until at least noon and Saturday. when we go to the lake we have AT least 2 people wanting to talk about troubles with their boat and they steal another hour or 2 away from me. During the week, his friends (most of them) are at the boatshop for probably 5 hours a week EACH. Between 12 and 1:30 on any given day his office looks like an episode from the Happy Days dinner during lunch time. I call them the boatshop groupies. Theres even one guy they call Lunch-time Bob, cuz he comes to the boatshop a couple times a week for lunch. So --- he works his ass off - but its social central all day at work. I guess I feel a bit jealous that everyone else gets so much of his time and I get whats left.............. literally. If someone else is asking for his time he gives it freely without ever saying......... I really need to spend that time with my wife. I don't like feeling like I'm low man on the totem pole.
Okay pity party over!
He's a good man, and he loves me dearly. He knows how much I love him and would never demand that he spend time with me instead of helping out a friend. yet, he knows I would like it if he could learn to say no once in while.
feeling sad.............better make myself busy so I don't think about it anymore.
1. Love ME no matter what noises are screaming at me, or who is trying to tear me down.
2. Eat to heal
3. Move to live
4. Embrace today
5. Live with intention
6. Respect my body
7. Cultivate joy
8. Find my passion
9. Meditate on peace in my soul