stomach is still feeling tight and queezy. I ate eggs in lots of butter. Now I have to leave for work and I'm not feeling very good. dang.
dinner tonight will be burger patty and sweet potato. probably won't be a vlc day - just a lc day. I also don't have any cream cheese clouds made up. I'm going to try not snacking between meals. Just eat my normal late breakfast - which is basically lunch - then nothing till dinner - no before bed snacks either. Just for a few days to see what happens. Nothing wrong with calorie restriction for a few days - otherwise Mark wouldn't suggest IFing.
I'm still wondering what happened to Judg? I think I got sorta attached to her. Weird. I didn't even know her. But I enjoyed interacting with her. I feel sorta sad that she isn't amongst us anymore. She helped me keep a sensible head about weight loss and what I can and cannot control regarding weight loss. Well - I hope she is happy and healthy and will think about us now and then and maybe pop in to say hi.
I have to go to work and I'm dragging my feet. I'm feeling overwhelmed by the "project" the doc wants me to help him with. I sorta feel its above my paygrade - and that I'm coming into it totally blind and being expected to figure it out on my own. Ugh! I feel pressured and thats not a comfortable feeling for me. From what I've seen so far - the billing person should be doing this MOC thing to earn extra pay for next the clinic. I honestly don't know if I am able to help him with any of it. There is a patient survey part that I think he expects me to be able to help him with. But I can't do that until he picks the patients he's going to use for the surveys. And its not surveying the patient - but their medical charts. Looking for improvement in their health and condition. Ugh.
Better go........ since I was sick yesterday I will have more to catch up on today. I'm going to start buying lottery tickets in hopes of winning enough to pay of the mortgage and then I'm going to go back to being a homemaker and helping my husband with the boatshop stuff.