The concert was a planned outing. Love and The Outcome my just be my new favorite small band. I felt inspired that night to do some writing while at the concert. Thankfully the bathroom had enough paper towels for me to snatch up and write on. I hope this is the beginning of the end of a dry spell in that area of my life. It's been a long time since this has happened. Ecks, I know I heard God talking to me during the message this morning at church. Grow food, share food, sing. Guess I need to keep listening to hear how this is going to workout.
I was not, however, inspired to eat Primal today. I just said screw it. It started when someone gave me a bad of milk chocolate macadamia nuts. Now, I knew I shouldn't have eaten any of them because the soy lecithin in them. Somehow I managed to justify it because it's about that time of the month where chocolate is my kryptonite. Bad move, but I did end up throwing the bag out after my second handful. Then it was tortilla chips because we ate lunch so late and I was hungry. Bad excuse, but that didn't stop me from using it. I think I just had a f' it attitude today with my food. I ended it with a coconut macaroon at Barnes and Noble.
Mom has found an awesome recipe for lamb sausage. I cannot, for the life of me, remember the name of the seasoning mix that she made and used, but it was GOOD! Her cooking team at the church that she goes to did a Middle Eastern themed breakfast this morning and that was one of the dishes. She had some left over and spoiled me with some for my lunch tomorrow.
Anyway, the last few days have been a bit of a blur. I was in an extremely pissy mood yesterday with lack of sleep, working in front of a computer for about four hours straight with a low grade headache, trying to cram too much other stuff in, and just general bad mood from work the past few days. That collision of crap at one time is never a good thing for me or anyone around me. I was about to get irate with some people at Starbucks yesterday. It wasn't their fault. I just wanted to get in there to get some coffee and get out, but the line was long. I had a headache that didn't want to go away after the first time I took care of it. I knew Texas Roadhouse would have crappy coffee that I couldn't deal with. The drive through seemed too long. Usually going inside cures that problem. Not yesterday. Poor Gabi. She's had to deal with my bad mood and I feel so bad for her. I've already apologized a few times to her. I need to send her on a vacation to get away from me right now.
The good news is that I've joined on the local gyms and we are probably going to be hitting them up tomorrow. We also have a new CPU for the home PC.