Jenn, did you end up going out? I think nature therapy sounded like an excellent idea.
I can't give any good advice concerning eating or not eating fruit, or meds, or anything like that. I know that for myself, it is my faith that has kept me grounded through some very difficult times. And to find the will to work through the problems in our marriage, and learn to love the man I actually had instead of the one I had imagined I was getting. Fortunately he was willing to do the same for me. Don't think it was fast or easy, it wasn't. But it was worth the effort. And the future effort.
Do remember that the Whole30 is not a moral obligation though. Easing up just a wee bit could be a valid form of self-experimentation. But you are a better judge of that than I am.
5'2", 55 years, Primal since April. Pre-Primal weight loss, from 216.6 to 157.8
Primal low: 140.2 (Dec. 3) Goal weight: 135?
Main Primal goal: beating back my CFS enough to function more normally and start writing again
More and more, our life has been governed by specialists, who know too little of what lies outside their province to be able to know enough about what takes place within it.
- Lewis Mumford