I total get what you're saying. I've felt that way pretty much entire life. I'm really good one on one...... but bring in a 3rd person and the dynamics get all weird for me. I get really jealous, have a pity party - the whole thing. I've had "friends" who would forget to pick me up for things.......... or say they would come over and then never show up. That's not a real friend, and someone I'd rather not hang around with.
It isn't very nice of them excluding you........... if it were me, I'd find new friends to hang out with. Hope that doesn't sound too harsh - but if the relationship isn't close to 50/50 then its not worth it. Stop calling and see what happens.
1. Love ME no matter what noises are screaming at me, or who is trying to tear me down.
2. Eat to heal
3. Move to live
4. Embrace today
5. Live with intention
6. Respect my body
7. Cultivate joy
8. Find my passion
9. Meditate on peace in my soul