Poor Jenn. I can totally relate about being poor! About 8 years ago hubby got a pink slip from a company he worked for for over 20 years...had to take a job making less than half of what he made before. Not a lot of job opportunities in the small area that we live. His age was/is against him...& no college. We get by, but that's it. Not much left after the bills are paid. My van is on its last legs & when it craters that's it. I live 23 miles out in the country from town...so I won't be walking anywhere!! lol. I too get really discouraged & down sometimes. I could go on about not having any ins or retirement...but this is your journal & don't want to bore your readers!
I just wanted you to know that I feel your pain. Come over to my journal if you want to & we can share our woes! lol.
Chin up sweetie, it'll get better!! Your body make be throwing off some toxins & making you feel bad. Tomorrow is new day!