I think it's my inner feminist trying to right all the wrongs of the world by blatantly objectifying attractive men and undressing them Y_Y
Actually, so far I haven't gained any weight. I find that even if I do go overboard with the drinking, as long as my diet stays fairly primal my weight doesn't change. My skin is okay too, which is weird considering all the sugar and grain I've been drinking!
But honestly... There's no need... It's mostly peer pressure... and the need to drown all my problems in alcohol...