Aww Meaty girl, you're making me sad.
Eat! Live! It's great to have goals and want to be thinner, but it's really not worth torturing yourself over. 1000 calories? Really? I suppose if it's all meat and fat it can be satisfying enough but hell, it takes no time to eat 1000 calories worth of meat.
I just want you to be happy, and to realize how beautiful you are, and enjoy life for what it is, rather than hate it for what it isn't. <3 I get down on myself too sometimes, so I do understand, but then something awesome kicks me in the ass and I realize I'm being an idiot.
Don't make me come up there!