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- you make a vow to eat PB
- cave, and dont eat PB
- panic and post about your caving to MDA
you either need to:
- accept the fact that you will be eating off PB stuff and act accordingly
- exercise some willpower
seeing as none of us is physically able to hover over you at all times and smack food out of your hand , you gotta do this one yourself.
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Just take it one meal at a time, Primal food is better that that other junk anyway, most of the time when I really really want something that is not Primal and I go ahead and eat it I am disappointed afterwords....
Strive for healthy today.
Satisfaction is the death of desire.
You're totally right.
I take full responsibility.
I'm just wondering why I'd sabotage myself when I was doing so well...
I mean, I used to walk by the dessert display and pine for it.
Now it doesn't really do anything for me and it's hardly satisfying when I get it.
So what's going?
Even when I was younger and my parents would try to bribe me with sweets I would throw and tantrum and yell "MEAT!"
During my mom's bout with vegetarianism I refused to eat; I genuinely voiced, even at the age of 8, "it's not food without meat."
My parents would beg me to slow down on our BBQ picnics, still I got sick from eating too much 99% of the time.
Yesterday at Reuben's (http://www.reubensdeli.com/), I had the best steak I EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE!
It was a rare 14oz peppercorn crusted steak... You could taste the quality, it didn't need any spices!
I don't think I enjoyed bread pudding like I did eating this steak... It made me confused... Wouldn't I'd rather eat something I actually crave?
Is this some sort of spiteful behaviour? Eating whatever's on hand due to laziness/ bad cooking skills?
I thought Vy and I were on the same page here, but apparently she's been exercising and doing P90X and fasting!
I thought we're both being horrible but she's been so motivated...! Now I feel like crap!
I'm so proud of her but the same can't be said for me...
We were both striving to lose weight to get sexy for Halloween, but what kind of *censored for surprise effect* will I be?... :/
I'm BEHIND and I need to catch up. Fast, be incredibly good on PB.
I've gotten sick.
I haven't gotten sick in over a year (when I was LC).... What the hell?! This ain't fun!
*lazily climbs back on her lanky imaginary horse (which is exasperated at this point)*
"The penis is the male animal-flower, a soft-firm dildo, a warm dream."
-Raymond Peat, PhD
*hugs* awww Meatie... get over the sickness and keep on truckin my dear!
On the positive note, you have steak envy from all the way over here at the moment...
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I think the unfortunate fact is that desserts and sweets are just so much more readily available (and cheaper) than things we actually crave :/
*steak envy... droollll*
Meaty- The horse never gets tired because it's an imaginary pegasus. But you gotta believe for the pegasus to be there, otherwise, you'll keep landing on your butt in the dust because you tried to ride something that didn't exist. Capiche? Eh, probably not. I guess what I'm trying to say is that you have know it'll work to stay on the path and not fall off every five seconds. And I know it can be a bitch to stay on. Trust me, neighbors keep bringing over sweet stuff that looks damned tempting until I ask for the recipe. Knowing exactly what's in it makes it 5 bajillion times easier to stay away.
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WOW THAT FOOD LOOKS NOM!!!!!! Happy Monday!