Hi there Siouxzee...
HA! I think you were posting in my journal as I was posting in yours.....wow!
I see a lot of myself in what you've written. Endo, hysterectory, slipping up on my diet plans, and stress stuffs. You said you wanted motivation?
I don't know really what to say that would be the 'right' thing, but I can say what helps me. I look at my mom, and I love and respect her dearly, but I just don't want to be her when I'm in my 60's! Diabetic, heavy, not enjoying my retirement years. I'm almost 45 and ya know.....I want to be healthy at this point a lot more than I want to be fashionably thin. I just want to keep feeling okay in my skin.
You CAN do it! MDA is a great place to be!