I can definitely relate!
dislike bordering on PTSD
We have a swarm of bees hanging off a branch of a tree just outside our front door. I am hoping and praying that it stays until hubby gets home so we can put them into our empty hive - it would be so nice for hubby as he wants to keep bees again and we have not had the money to buy any!! Too cool if it just arrived on our very doorstep - hoping they stay put and that the sun stays behind the clouds. Been running around finding all the beekeeping stuff that has been stored for a couple of years I was in a total funk before the hive arrived, this has just perked me up no end
Start weight: 225.5 lbs Feb 14th 2012. Height: 5'7"
Primal low: 186 lbs
Current weight: 224.2 lbs
S.T. goals: 30 day reset - auto immune protocol
Goal weight: 140 lbs
"You are free to choose, BUT you are not free from the consequences of your choices."