I can definitely relate!
dislike bordering on PTSD
We have a swarm of bees hanging off a branch of a tree just outside our front door. I am hoping and praying that it stays until hubby gets home so we can put them into our empty hive - it would be so nice for hubby as he wants to keep bees again and we have not had the money to buy any!! Too cool if it just arrived on our very doorstep - hoping they stay put and that the sun stays behind the clouds. Been running around finding all the beekeeping stuff that has been stored for a couple of years I was in a total funk before the hive arrived, this has just perked me up no end
Start weight: 225.5 lbs Feb 13 2012. Height: 5'7"
Primal low: 186 lbs
Current weight: 227 lbs
S.T. goals: try thyroid supplementation.
Goal weight: 135 lbs
"I shall be telling this with a sigh somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I - I took the one less travelled by, and that has made all the difference." Robert Frost.