Soooooo tired today! Ate tons of stuff that I didn't need due to a very late night I guess! DH and I talked until about 1:30 am!! Been dragging my wagon all day as a result. Ate a whole bar of chocolate (48% cocoa), about 6 paleo cookies, fruit leather, couple of cups of tea with cream and stevia, a peach, some nuts, greek yoghurt with honey and vanilla, and guess what? I feel even worse after all that and not at all satisfied! Cooking up a bunch of sausages and kale chips as I write this and then I am for bed!
Feet are both really painful nowadays - hard to find any time to get off them... I think I need to convert my computer station back to a seated one for the moment. Once I am over the pain and am healed up I can reconvert it. Feeling really stressed at the moment. My parents are really needing some care and they live in SC - just too far from here to help them out much at all. However we are stuck with no way to bring them out here either. It is crazy how much it costs to rent here! It is more than double what we used to pay for a mortgage out in the Carolina's and this is a 1969 double wide! Not like we are living high on the hog ... I just wish we could find someone to lend us money to buy our own place that we can accomodate us all. And somewhere that we can grow our own food, have chickens, maybe a cow, a few sheep and make a beautiful oasis of fruit trees and pretty plants.
Ah well, we'll just keep dreaming and hoping and trying and maybe one day it will all come together. Just wish I could have my parents here as I know I would probably be able to influence my mom to try the primal WOE and by default my dad would have to do it Mom is rather dictatorial if she thinks something will help them. No way to know for sure, but at least we would be able to help provide some decent food.
I have done slow moving for days and days now. Not much lifting heavy things at the moment - but I am sure that will come too. Kids are pretty much better today - makes me happy, I should get an undisturbed night - hopefully!
191 lbs this morning, it will be interesting to see what it is tomorrow after my day of high carbs!! Except for the too light chocolate everything was primal.