I thought I was over my cravings, but daaaaaaamn.
Also, damn, I'm up late tonight. I wasn't hungry at all today and wasn't tired at all either. I'm still fully awake, and I didn't even sleep well last night because it was storming and my cats were running around and puking. I forced myself to eat some bacon and eggs for dinner even though I didn't want them at all. But I didn't take my melatonin because I just didn't feel like going to bed. It's not like there's anything I need to keep a schedule for.
I mean, I probably should keep a schedule, but lately I have been wanting to stay up late and experience the night again. It's been a while, you know? So far, it's alright. I could probably call my friend right now and get picked up for the flea market, because I bet she is about to head there right now. But frankly I still don't feel like fleaing. I just don't have the itch to buy anything trinkety right now, which I guess is good. And I definitely don't feel like braving the weirdos. And it's just kinda really boring when you're selling and not buying.
I'm thinking of having a carb-up tomorrow to maybe improve my appetite. I've decided to do it with bananas, and french fries with honey. Foregoing the ice cream for now. I just don't have an immediate taste for it. I want something salty and I feel like going to a restaurant by myself and eating fries and daydreaming.
I dunno, we'll see what happens.