
Originally Posted by
Raphaella
I feel you on the push-ups! A full, 'man' push-up is my holy grail. Last year after doing negatives constantly I got to where I could finally do 2-3 man push-ups in a row. Now I'm back to my knees after slacking. Actually I'm back to wall push ups because I can only do knee ones with a very wide 'arm stance' or whatever. I want to start taking Krav Maga courses but until I can master at least a few man push-ups I think I'm too embarrassed!
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I'm like you with the sugar addiction. Pastries = heaven. I'll tell you what though, once I started eating animal fat regularly my sugar cravings VANISHED. IMMEDIATELY. ...Don't get me wrong; pastries and candy and ice cream and stuff are still appetizing to me, but they don't control my thoughts and actions anymore. I don't think about them, they never pop into my head. I'M FREE. I really recommend licking lard or tallow or some sort of animal fat off a spoon a few times a day, it has changed my life. Sugar used to literally control my life.