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    It's so interesting the order. I haven't had many of the signs of leptin sensitivity at all yet - no warming consistently (once or twice here or there only), no waking up refreshed, etc. But I have gotten full from my BAB and now haven't eaten lunch intwo weeks. If I had to guess, I'd say that it's pure caloric reduction doing the weight loss, but I'm not hungry AT ALL, so yay! It's the magic of the LR that has me able to reduce my food intake without struggling or suffering.

    OTOH, you're not too full for lunch yet, but have had enough of the other signs that you can do LHT & HIIT now. I don't feel anywhere close to ready for that! I am still EXHAUSTED, at least this week. But maybe it's die-off?
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    Yeah its weird... in the past 2 weeks I think I've had lunch 3-4x out of the 14 days... while I could eat lunch today - I'm not hungry - so I figure why eat... I'm just doing my BAB + some Carbs (Berries/yogurt/honey or 1/2 banana - anything else and I hit food coma)

    Its so refreshing... When I first tried Ifing back in Jan of this yr - it was sooo hard... now its like meh? I'll eat when I 'm hungry... I'm sure I'll be hungry for dinner tonight we're having Fish tacos w/cilantro & lime coleslaw! (I may even indulge in a couple of corn chips)
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    Week 4, Day 1
    BBT
    146 = streak broken, lol. I don't know why, but my belly is very swollen this morning. The rest of me feels smaller. Belly feels like it has a brick in it.
    25 days binge-free


    Leptin Resistance goals:
    - Breakfast w/ 50gm of protein yes
    - Breakfast w/i 30m of rising yes - or very close
    - 5+ hrs between Breakfast and Lunch yes, no lunch. YES, I ATE NOTHING OF OUR THANKSGIVING DINNER!
    - 5+ hrs between Lunch and Dinner yes, no lunch
    - no snacking yes
    - darkening the house at sunset yes
    - exposure to morning sun no, but lots of afternoon. Finally a clear sky and 70 degrees ... just in time; it's supposed to snow on Monday!
    - 100% primal diet no, a very little sugar
    - <50g carb per day probably
    - no PUFA's other than fCLO probably a microscopic amount of soybean oil
    - teaspoon of coconut oil if I start fading extra TB at bkfst

    Mg (700mg) - rounded half-tablespoon (no reaction)
    D (5000IU) -
    HCl - None. 2 dig. enz. with breakfast, 1 most of the way through dinner.
    OOO (4 drops) -
    ACV (1T) -
    Also: organ pills, broth, ferments: SK before bkfst
    Dairy-free? No
    Me & BabyGrok wheat-free days: 3

    B - SK, 3 eggs in 1T CO, 6.5oz sausage + 1T CO

    D - turkey, sweet potatoes (I think there was sugar & butter; I had very little), two sorghum-maple-brown-sugar pecans, 1/2 small slice cheesecake (half homemade, half cheesecake factory) ... HUGE VICTORY.

    several cups of black tea w/ lemon

    Results
    - energy about 6/10
    - bloat about 5/10
    - skin less dry after long detox/exfoliating bath last night
    - hair still very sebum-y
    - Slept <8 hrs, bad time getting to sleep.
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    Once again, a little while after I was in bed, I felt the spinning mind come on slightly, the restless leg nerves (mostly my upper right leg this time), and the waves of belly pain - This time, the belly pain was very mild, though. I got up and took a detox bath, disgusted at not being able to sleep or lie still. Got to sleep after that, but all the bloating was still there in the morning and I was at the same weight I went to bed at instead of the usual 1-2lb drop overnight when I'm boated.
    Last edited by MamaGrok; 11-25-2011 at 07:54 AM.
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    Current: 132.5 lbs
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    Today - Thanksgiving! I got up, ate my BAB, and skipped lunch just like the last two weeks. WHAT THE FRAK? How? I just didn't feel like eating. Certainly not the food full of cream of something soup, soybean mayo, wheat wheat wheat, sugar, corn syrup, more more more... The only thing available was the turkey, and why eat dry turkey when I wasn't hungry?

    The amazing thing was that I was able to make a completely rational decision.

    And then, I went and had great conversation all day. It was really odd to spend the whole day not focused on the food, either snatching bites before it was ready, going back for seconds, plotting thirds, sneaking fourths, feeling miserable for hours, then the very moment I have any room, going back for more dessert. I focused on the people - and loved it!

    Then, at dinner time, I was quite hungry, and had only the turkey to face (still at family member's house). The first bite was, um, so dry I literally choked. LIterally. Had to drink water to get it down my throat. So I went to the sweet potatoes and got what was almost pure potato (a big lump, unmashed) and had some of it with each bite of turkey. Then I sampled a bite of pecan pie (just the pecans) that I made and a bite of Cheesecake Factory cheesecake (which was actually from Publix and had almost no flavor, bizarrely enough). Done.

    Went home, thinking about cheesecake all the way. Interesting that that effect is still there. I ate some breakfast sausage and then made a calculated move - finished the very small piece of cheesecake available and called it a day, as far as eating was concerned. I'm done.

    Done!

    Thanksgiving = turkey, v. sm. serving of sweet potatoes, and 1/2 sm. slice of cheesecake. The End.

    (I am a little nervous about the serious cravings that followed the bit of cheesecake - that didn't happen last week; was it some storebought processed ingredient that did it? - but really pleased with the ability to think my way through a major food day. I do not in any way wish I had had any other of those foods or more than I did have. Most importantly, I now know - when I ask that question, "What, exactly, will one bite do?" the answer is "cravings." How long that will continue, I don't know, but it still is for now. Also, I know that I do have the strength to think logically even in the middle of the cravings and make logical decisions about how to end, instead of indulge, them. This did NOT end in a binge. Nowhere near it. !!)
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    Starting: 185 lbs (March '10)
    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
    Beating bingeing since 10/31/11 on my Leptin Reset journey

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    Week 4, Day 2 Is this the furthest I've gotten into the reset?
    BBT - I really need to take my temp to check if it's changed any!
    145 - same brick in my stomach as yesterday, though, so I imagine it's really a good deal less.
    26 days binge-free


    Leptin Resistance goals:
    - Breakfast w/ 50gm of protein yes
    - Breakfast w/i 30m of rising yes
    - 5+ hrs between Breakfast and Lunch yes, no lunch
    - 5+ hrs between Lunch and Dinner yes, no lunch
    - no snacking yes
    - darkening the house at sunset yes, somewhat
    - exposure to morning sun no
    - 100% primal diet yes
    - <50g carb per day way less
    - no PUFA's other than fCLO yes
    - teaspoon of coconut oil if I start fading extra TB at bkfst

    Mg (700mg) - 1 rounded TB
    D (5000IU) - 6000
    HCl - None (going to re-test this in a few weeks)
    Digestive Enzymes - 2 with bkfst, 2 with dinner
    OOO (4 drops) -
    ACV (1T) -
    Also: organ pills, broth, ferments: SK before bkfst & dinner
    Dairy-free? yes
    Me & BabyGrok wheat-free days: 4

    B - SK, 4 eggs in 1T CO, 5.5+ oz sausage + 1T CO

    D - brisket (no sauce), sausage, bit of homemamde jerky

    several cups of lemony black tea

    Results
    - energy about 6/10, closer to 7/10 late afternoon
    - bloat about 4/10, 7/10 at night.
    - skin less dry
    - got irritable & low humor in the evening - then discovered I was very bloated. They always seem to coincide.
    - Slept just over 8hrs, slept quickly last night, yay!
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    So, brick in the belly - eggs? I'm going to take them out again tomorrow to check. Digestive enzymes? Maybe. Afraid to give those up, though, and if' they're the culprit, ,is it just die-off? In which case, I'm fine with it till it passes, so long as it doesn't affect NurselingGrok, and it doesn't seem to be.

    Why was my sleep easier last night? Don't know.

    WHY am I so bloated tonight? This kind of bloating I haven't seen since before I started theelimination diet. I guess it could be from yesterday's food. Could it be that delayed? Or maybe I'm barking up the wrong tree. I don't know. I HATE HATE HATE looking 6 months pregnant when I'm not.
    Last edited by MamaGrok; 11-25-2011 at 08:55 PM.
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    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
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    I realized today that just two days after I started my sugar addiction desperation thread, the leptin thread was started, and I started my LR exactly one week after my cry for help. I never noticed that connection before. . Quite striking.
    Last edited by MamaGrok; 11-26-2011 at 04:18 PM.
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    Current: 132.5 lbs
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    Week 4, Day 3
    BBT -
    hair under 145
    27 days binge-free


    Leptin Resistance goals:
    - Breakfast w/ 50gm of protein yes, 65
    - Breakfast w/i 30m of rising no, over an hour
    - 5+ hrs between Breakfast and Lunch yes, no lunch
    - 5+ hrs between Lunch and Dinner yes, no lunch
    - no snacking yes
    - darkening the house at sunset yes, somewhat
    - exposure to morning sun no, but lots of afternoon outside, overcast
    - 100% primal diet yes
    - <50g carb per day way less
    - no PUFA's other than fCLO yes
    - teaspoon of coconut oil if I start fading

    Mg (700mg) - rounded tablespoon = a touch too much
    D (5000IU) - 6000
    HCl - None (going to re-test this in a few weeks)
    Digestive Enzymes - 2 with bkfst, 2 with dinner
    OOO (4 drops) -
    ACV (1T) -
    Also: organ pills, broth, ferments: SK before bkfst & dinner
    Dairy-free? yes
    Me & BabyGrok wheat-free days: 5

    B - SK, 9.5+ oz sausage & taco meat + 1T CO

    D - Still stuffed at 5pm, but hungry by 7. bit of brat, lots of briscuit. Wanted a lot more.

    cup of black tea w/ lemon

    Results
    - energy 6/10
    - bloat 3.5/10, worse by night
    - skin much smoother today. Sandpaper elbows almost gone
    - grumpy on and off, took a GREAT nap this afternoon after being hit by exhaustion mid-post-game tailgate
    - Slept 9.5hrs only brief trouble getting to sleep last night.
    -

    My measurements are AWESOME. All are at or below where they were at my lowest point in March/April (although weight is still 1.5lb higher, so where is that? I was bloated then, too.). Glut measurement went down an inch just this week. Hip measurement went down (can't remember exactly) 1/4 or 1/2" in just the last two days! I'll post the exact changes when I get home - it is just so motivating to see this kind of change so quickly!

    I don't need 1/4lb loss/day to continue forever ... just two or three months, lol.

    I don't know how long to expect it to continue - Dr. K says it will fall off when you're LS, but I know I'mnot yet. Sleep, mood, & energy prove that.
    Last edited by MamaGrok; 11-26-2011 at 09:53 PM.
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    Starting: 185 lbs (March '10)
    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
    Beating bingeing since 10/31/11 on my Leptin Reset journey

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    Last week vs. This week:
    Weight down more than 2.5lb
    Above bust down 1/2"
    Chest same
    Waist down almost 3/4"
    Hip bone down 1/2", despite lots more bloating
    Abs tight hip bone down 1"
    Hip socket down almost 1"
    Hip pockets (saddlebags) down 1/2"
    Glut down 1/2" (I misremembered which was down so dramatically earlier)
    Top leg down 1/4"
    Thigh down 1/4"
    Calf down 1/4"
    Upper arm down ~1/8"
    Forearm same
    Wrist down <1/16"

    W00t!

    I have NEVER had fat loss like this before so fast.

    Now if I can just figure out the bloating. Today I had only pork, beef, coconut oil, & sauerkraut, yet I'm VERY bloated tonight. Not all over this time, though, just in the lower small intestine, it looks like? I totally look 5 months pregnant. Totally. Back to HCl? Or is it left from yesterday's eggs? Or die-off that isn't showing up in tandem with other signs? (I've had bloating for several years, so it seems unlikely, bbut maybe?)
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    Starting: 185 lbs (March '10)
    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
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    Week 4, Day 4
    BBT -
    hair under 145 again
    28 days binge-free


    Leptin Resistance goals:
    - Breakfast w/ 50gm of protein yes, 65
    - Breakfast w/i 30m of rising I tink so
    - 5+ hrs between Breakfast and Lunch yes, no lunch
    - 5+ hrs between Lunch and Dinner yes, no lunch
    - no snacking yes
    - darkening the house at sunset yes
    - exposure to morning sun no
    - 100% primal diet no - Holy Communion
    - <50g carb per day way less
    - no PUFA's other than fCLO yes
    - teaspoon of coconut oil if I start fading

    Mg (700mg) -
    D (5000IU) - 6000
    HCl - None (going to re-test this in a few weeks)
    Digestive Enzymes - 2 with bkfst, 2 with dinner
    OOO (4 drops) -
    ACV (1T) -
    Also: organ pills, broth, ferments: SKJ before bkfst, SK before dinner; broth with dinner
    Dairy-free? yes
    Me & BabyGrok wheat-free days: 6

    B - SKJ, 9.5+ oz sausage & taco meat + 1T CO

    D - SK, leftoevr turkey broth with a bit of meat & greens, Lamb shoulder. Couldn't eat much, maybe 4oz max?

    several cups of black tea w/ lemon

    Results
    - energy 6.5/10
    - bloat 4/10
    - skin a bit rougher than yesterday.
    - definitely felt consistent energy almost all day, even when mid-afternoon sleep wall hit me, and much better mood, peeks into cheeriness!
    - Slept ~8hrs
    -
    Last edited by MamaGrok; 11-28-2011 at 09:32 AM.
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    Starting: 185 lbs (March '10)
    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
    Beating bingeing since 10/31/11 on my Leptin Reset journey

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    Yesterday I took out the goal pants that I had from 2005 and put 'em on. These were the pants I hung in my pantry in front of the cereal to stop me from eating half a box at a time. It didn't work.

    Finally, 6 years later ... they work. The long gain is over. The tags were still on them! And they are just about 1/2 - 3/4" on the thigh away from looking really good. !
    5'4" 36yo mother to five sweeties & married to their AMAZING DaddyGrok
    Starting: 185 lbs (March '10)
    Current: 132.5 lbs
    Goal: 135 lbs (Hit Jan '13)
    Beating bingeing since 10/31/11 on my Leptin Reset journey

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