Today is a sentimental milestone for me. Exactly one year ago I skipped my daughter's scout awards banquet and crossing over because I knew it would result in yet another binge, and I couldn't take it any more.
It was really the low for me, I think. I knew that I just couldn't handle the temptation, and just asked dh to take her. He was so good, and did take her without me.
Tonight, I went, and watched everyone eat cake & cookie cake & didn't care a bit. I didn't eat a thing. I had had my dinner hours earlier and food just has no sway over me anymore.
It's like the heavens sing every time this happens.